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我就像一隻在繭中掙扎，尚未達到完美狀態的蝴蝶。

過去十多年來，我一直在全職工作中兼顧著對舞蹈的熱情。隨著時間的推移，我愈發感受到對舞蹈的熱愛和對自由生活的渴望。最終，我決定放棄穩定的全職工作，成為一名全職運動員。這一重大決定並非易事，我在做出這個決定之前，不斷祈禱，尋求上帝的指引和內心的平安。對未來的不確定性，我感到焦慮和迷茫，尤其是對收入的不穩定充滿擔憂。

就在這時，命運的齒輪悄然轉動。Margaret 在看完一部關於我的紀錄片後主動聯繫了我，並介紹我認識了Amii。那一天的相遇，就像繭中的裂縫，讓我看到了希望的曙光。我深信這是上帝的安排，我一直祈求一個跡象、一個方向，而上帝透過 Amii 和 Margaret 回答了我的祈禱。

在認識 Amii 和 Margaret 後，我明顯感受到上帝的動工。他們的出現就像是繭中的突破，帶來了轉機。之後，上帝賜給了我一個教導小朋友跳舞的副業，這不僅解決了收入問題，還讓我有機會將信仰融入工作中。教孩子們跳舞對我來說不僅僅是一份工作，更像是上帝賦予我的使命。許多家長對街舞有顧慮，但我認為這是上帝給我的機會，來打破這些刻板印象，並分享我的信仰。特別的是，我的學生是特殊需要的孩子(SEN)，與他們一起工作是一個謙卑的經歷，教會了我耐心和以身作則的重要性。

其中一個有趣的經歷是，我右臂上有一個耶穌的紋身，這經常引起學生們的好奇，給了我一個完美的機會來分享我的信仰。雖然他們暫時還沒有皈依，但我相信這是我的使命之一，播下這些種子，並相信上帝會照料其餘的事情。

隨著時間的推移，認識 Amii 和 Margaret 為我打開了通往更大信仰社群的大門。他們介紹了許多朋友給我，我們經常聚會，共享餐點，討論信仰旅程。對我這個內向的人來說，這是新的體驗。通過這些聚會，我學會了更多地分享生活和信仰，這非常充實，也讓我對上帝的信心更加堅定。

以信仰面對挑戰

去年亞運會是我最艱難的時刻之一。我未能如預期般表現，感覺自己像個失敗者，開始質疑自己的信仰和決定。然而，在經歷了許多淚水和祈禱後，Amii 和 Margaret 發來的安慰信息就像蝴蝶在繭中掙扎後的突破，讓我意識到上帝有不同的計劃。就像上帝透過他們對我說話，提醒我要保持信心。儘管面臨挑戰，我變得更加堅強，信仰也更加堅定，並準備好以全新的信心迎接未來的比賽。這次經歷教會了我，挫折是成長的機會，上帝用這些時刻來塑造我們。

我特別感謝 Amii 和 Margaret。他們在我人生最困惑的時刻出現，給予我精神上的支持，幫助我找到新的道路。他們的友誼和指引讓我更加堅定信仰，看到上帝的愛與智慧。感謝他們，我現在能以更大的信心和勇氣面對未來。

這一切都是上帝的安排，而我的故事，也因此展開了全新的篇章。我仍在這繭中掙扎，但我知道，蛻變成蝴蝶的那一天終將到來。每一次掙扎都是一個成長的機會，每一次挑戰都是一個蛻變的過程，我相信，終有一天，我會展翅高飛，成為那美麗的蝴蝶。

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I am a butterfly struggling in its chrysalis, not yet having reached its perfect state.

For more than a decade, I juggled a full-time job with my passion for dance. As time passed, my love for dance and desire for a freer life grew stronger. Eventually, I made the difficult decision to leave my stable full-time job and become a full-time athlete. This was not an easy decision. Before making it, I prayed constantly, seeking God’s guidance and inner peace. The uncertainty of the future, especially the instability of my income, made me anxious and confused.

It was at this time that fate quietly began to turn its gears. After watching a documentary about me, Margaret reached out and introduced me to Amii. That encounter was like a crack in the chrysalis, allowing a ray of hope to shine through. I believed this was God's arrangement. I had been praying for a sign, a direction, and God answered my prayers through Amii and Margaret.

After meeting Amii and Margaret, I felt God's work begin. Their appearance was like a breakthrough in the chrysalis, bringing about change. God provided me with a side job teaching children to dance, which not only solved my financial issues but also gave me the opportunity to integrate my faith into my work.  Teaching children to dance became more than just a job; it felt like a mission given by God. Many parents had reservations about street dance, but I saw it as an opportunity from God to break these stereotypes and share my faith. Some of my students were children with special needs (SEN), and working with them was a humbling experience that taught me the importance of patience and leading by example.

One particularly memorable experience involved the tattoo of Jesus on my right arm. It often sparked curiosity among the students, giving me the perfect opportunity to share my faith. Although they haven't converted yet, I believe it's my mission to plant these seeds and trust God to take care of the rest.

As time went by, meeting Amii and Margaret opened the door to a larger faith community. They introduced me to many friends, and we often gathered to share meals and discuss our spiritual journeys. For someone as introverted as I am, this was a new experience. Through these gatherings, I learned to share more about my life and faith, which was very fulfilling and strengthened my faith in God.

Last year's Asian Games was one of the most challenging times for me. I did not perform as expected and felt like a failure, questioning my faith and decisions. However, after many tears and prayers, the comforting messages from Amii and Margaret were like the breakthrough of a butterfly struggling in its chrysalis, making me realize that God had a different plan. It was as if God was speaking to me through them, reminding me to keep my faith. Despite the challenges, I grew stronger and more steadfast in my faith, ready to face future competitions with renewed confidence. This experience taught me that setbacks are opportunities for growth and that God uses these moments to shape us.

I am especially grateful to Amii and Margaret. They appeared in my life during my most confused times, providing spiritual support and helping me find a new path. Their friendship and guidance have strengthened my faith and allowed me to see God’s love and wisdom. Thanks to them, I now face the future with greater confidence and courage.

All of this is part of God's plan, and my story has thus opened a new chapter. I am still struggling in this chrysalis, but I know that the day of transformation into a butterfly will come. Every struggle is an opportunity for growth, every challenge a process of metamorphosis. I believe that one day, I will spread my wings and fly, becoming that beautiful butterfly.